ADMDFs ( Abstract demiurge mental damage faces )

 

Oneday I when I first discovered my psychedelic art style improvement to my creativity I drew the above image and saved it as one of the early images I made automatically without much thought. A while after this I was then curious what Hunter Biden paints ( Joe Biden's son ) and googled it and was somewhat confused because I found this image, which is somehow somewhat similar.

https://images.app.goo.gl/exKKh4gRE2hCntHV6

Specifically the first of the two images.

The only real thing in common between me and Hunter Biden beyond the fact we can both draw psychedelic imagery that is sortof similar is that he got a head injury and so did I at some point.

Which made me wonder if the two similar images are either conscious or unconscious representations of brain damage or mental illness states, although I can't know what triggered the specific drawing in Hunter Biden's case. Although I presume if it is automatically designed then it was unintentional like mine was. But I then decided to google another artist that also had some kind of brain damage, in this case I googled Shawn Thorton and I went all the way to the bottom of his paintings to find the oldest ones to see if he did the same.

He did do something very similar which while its less like the other two for not being as similar in sense of brain damage is actually equally like his art style and equally like a sort of face.

https://shawnthorntonpainting.com/artwork/3840015-The-Demiurge.html

Then I decided to google more artists with brain damage to see other artists portfolios to see if their were more of these specifically. Which I tried to specify to what seemed like automatic drawings and not faces explicitly.

Although I first tried googling faces and found some too like a face but I hoped I'd find more and more uncanny likeness ones in other artists with brain damage.

The first I am not sure if its related prescisely but its from a gallery on mental illness.

https://images.app.goo.gl/aQufVy5KnryfMuSw5

Oddly enough this second of this group had just been posted although

he has many other images before that. But he also discusses his method

Which the image is also unfinished but looks like the other ones.

https://www.instagram.com/p/CMF4OQIBeGE/

None the less these images to be considered a potential one must be related to mental damage

of the artist especially brain damage, equally always automatic and unintentional, while

having a facial like appearance and is typically found in an early or following a change of

artstyle that likely and typically progresses psychedelic, although its unclear if the last

artist who just posted the image will actually continue with other art that is psychedelic.

They also for whatever reason have some kind of extending portion that's unrelated to face.

Although in his case what happened was he instantly gained very good visual normal art, which

wasn't explicitly psychedelic but somewhat so and may move on from that.

He was making a portrait when doing so but seems to have been enamored by a more abstraction

of the picture half way through without real reason as its the only like it, which recently, 

their are also other abstract art being made with it following them.

Because shawn thorton called his a demiurge and they all sort of describe a mental damage of some kind

unintentionally, they each sortof act like somekind of archetypical description of the diagnosis with the art, when

it begins to progress to a psychedelic art style from the more normal one.

Because it is shortly after at least the ones I can check that they all went into that direction. Because for example I

drew this kind of thing after: The question a scientist might wanna ask is why this appears and then they transition to

psychedelic visual art styles.

But its hard to find these images although many brain damaged artists have like but distinct psychedelic styles.

Which further you could potentially find the trend in those who do psychedelics with some of their first drawings.

It should also be noted I suspect due to psychedelics having to do with repetitions which is hypergraphia, the thing

about these images relates to an event of microseizures in the brain that are causing some kind of behavior.

Which it should equally be noted is related to the brain damage because as soon as I finished the ADMDF of mine,

I imidiately became anxious and in a flight or fight response then entered a psychosis which is actually my issue

which was from the brain damage to part of my brain related to flight or fight responses which is why I always get

fight or flight response psychosis issues where my fight or flight is triggered too easily by impulse.

Which mine when observing what it facially looks like is exactly like my brain damage, it becomes horrified by

fears that are far bigger and far threatening in anxiety induced threat responses at various times, where its always

like I'm looking up at this big and far terrifying thing and must immediately find a way to survive it. The benefit with

is that I actually am always forced to beat and survive the monstrously huge issue as quickly as possible to

escape it by actually finding an immediate and actually mindlessly developed solution to the terror that appeared.

But similarly the last artist was immediately enamured by the whole feeling of his art practice as soon as he drew 

that which likely had to do with the same kind of damage in another part of the brain causing some kind of change.